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Wife to Adam, mommy to Alexa & Adlee Grace, Christ follower, owner at NewSpring Church, lover of Clemson football, and all things monogrammed. Looking for ways to simplify, serve, and teach my girls what life is all about.

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Monday, April 7, 2008

I am giving up the fight!

As many of you know Anthony and I broke up after Thanksgiving last year, and since then I have struggled tremendously with being single. Why? Mainly because it was seemingly unfamiliar territory! It had been such a long time since I had been single I really wasn't sure how to handle it. I have gone through many emotions dealing with it, and I have come to a conclusion. I am ok with it.

I am no longer "looking" for someone...I am merely seeking God. I began praying last week that God would take this burden off of my heart, because I have really struggled with it. I finally feel a peace about it, and that's why I am comfortable sharing it here. Does this mean I am satisfied being single? Or that I don't want to get married? NO! I am satisfied being in God's will, and until He leads the right man to me then I will remain single.

No more blind dates, or anything else. From here on out I am a single Christian mother who is focused on God and Alexa. I was clearly focusing on the wrong things before (um, being single) so now that I am focused on God I am excited to see what He has in store for my life!!

I am attending a membership class at NewSpring this Saturday, and I am really excited about that too. It is way out of my comfort zone because I don't like doing things alone, but I know this is where God wants me to be! So, if I cross your mind say a little prayer for me, that God will continue to show me His amazing grace on a daily basis so I will no longer be burdened with being single, and instead grow in Him! I know He has an amazing plan for my life, and I can't wait to see what it is! :)

I am not going to settle!


Jodi said...

yea! I know God has amazing things in store for you! Can't wait to see!!

Mrs. Mullen said...

Youre always in my prayers chic
:-) Love ya.

Freckled Nest said...

hug hug hug hug HUG!
love you Autumn!
I'm really happy for you! :)

Delighted said...

Good for you.

Teaque said...

You are so much smarter than I ever was - giving it to God is totally the way to go. Sounds like a great plan. BUT be warned God brings people into our lives when we least expect them and often when we least want them. :) I had to tell my friends that all the time (when they were searching madly) It happened to me everytime I QUIT looking. :) Use this time to make a list (physically written down) of everything you are looking for in a man. It will keep you focused for later on. AND you are sooo right - DON'T SETTLE! So happy you've found the peace you needed.

Teaque said...

OK so I've thought about my comment all day long and I REALLY hope it didn't come off preachy. It totally was NOT meant to. I realize we don't know each and with email/comments you can't hear people's tone. I hope I didn't sound like some know-it-all - that's not me... just found the "Wish List" sooo incredibly helpful after my fiance and I broke up many years back. I honestly got it back out when I met the man I ended up marrying and it was amazing to see how much he met the criteria! HUGS!!!

tania said...

This is such a great honest heartfelt post Autumn. I was a single mom for 4 years and I too struggled with the "single" thing. God had a plan for me that I didn't expect at all and I know he has one for you too! How are the membership classes going? And of course, if you ever want to "chat" single mom, email me. I still remember it really well ( it is one of the highlights of my life, even with the hard moments)

Kristen =) said...

This is amazing! Good will Happen... Promise.

ps. does this mean a spot has opened in the "LA club"?

Freckled Nest said...

lol at kristen :)

(comment deleted was b/c i was signed in as keith)